Wednesday, November 22, 2006
the final verdictRenita Fernandez 06-037, Sheena Belle Fenix 06-023, Michelle Kristine Fenix 06-030 – we recommend granting deferred inductee status provided that the minimum requirement of said status (must complete 2 training climbs, a 15-kilometer run, and an induction climb in accordance to next year’s BMC schedule) are met. You will also be scheduled to join the runs of next year's course to augment your training and running capacity. Runs only.
emotion:calm
reaction: no comment
decision: undecided
no bitter thoughts. no emotional breakdown. no harsh words. i am so over it.
i do want to finish what i started. i want the feel of that dogtag hanging in my neck. i want the tears to fall and the laughter to reach the skies when i finally get inducted...BUT a lot can happen still. june is a distant future for someone like me who only plans as far ahead as next week's dinner. i maybe heading on to new adventures by then or i maybe off to new wonderful places or i may still have the same old pathetic life of mine... so yeah, all i'm saying is I AM HOPING to have the time and energy and will to continue this next year and i would as long as circumstances permit.
gawd...i miss carrying my pack. i miss all the pre-climb jitters and preparation. i miss trying to hide in my bush hat. i miss setting up tents. i miss AMCI people.
but this li'l unemployed girl has to focus on finding a job first, a salary to fund this "sport" and of course my love, thirst, addiction to.....SHOES!!!!!!
5:18 AM
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