Sunday, September 10, 2006

a public apology

i would not blame the alcohol for i know that i was responsible for my own actions. i have no excuse whatsoever for my behavior on our 2nd night at Ugo and i don't intend to make up one. no one forced me to drink and i could have stopped at any time. so here i am now...humbly saying "I AM SORRY".

first off, i apologize to Jeng. i do curse a lot when i'm drunk...and i'm really sorry if most of it were directed at you.

i apologize to Sir Bojo and the rest of the group. i know we were suppose to be "relax" but i got a little out of hand. i'm sorry if i may have said things that went over the line.

i apologize to my sister. i know you're not used to seeing me that way and it really was not my best moment. i'm sorry for forcing you to take that shot even though i knew you don't really drink. i'm sorry if i may have disrespected you in any way. i'm sorry if i had embarrassed you.

i apologize to the rest of the team. i was rude, really noisy and quite frankly pretty annoying.

i apologize to Bajay. i still can't believe i said those things. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry.

and of course, sorry to mt. ugo. i was not able to show the respect it truly deserve. i forgot to honor the serenity of the place.