Thursday, September 21, 2006
everything that can possibly go wrong... did!
"i am not the strongest of climbers" would be an understatement, i am actually one of the weakest. so you can imagine their surprise when i announced that i was joining TC4. (someone's reaction was less than amusing but let's just not get into that right now). anyhoo, my sister and i had long planned that we were joining tc4, wherever it may take us. i cannot speak for her but my reason was simple "this maybe my last chance to climb ever". i wanted to suck up all the experiences i possibly can out of this training because i know that i will soon have to close this chapter of my life. ironically though, the universe conspired a different path for me. even before the 1st pre-climb meeting, i was already unsure if i should go. something was telling me not to... and that feeling grew stronger as each day progress. and there were signs along the way that kept bugging me. i even dreamt that Bajay got injured in the recon and the climb was cancelled. but i dismissed it telling myself that there was only one thing that could stop me from going... but as they say, be careful what you wish for. so here i am now, stuck in my room typing my disappointment away. i know that there has got to be reason that i am here now and not on that bus... i just have to be on the lookout for whatever that reason maybe. so for now, i send my good thoughts to those riding that bus, may everything conspire perfectly.
7:18 AM
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